• Book Thoughts

    Late night conversations

    Do you ever have conversations with yourself while reading online? Not imaginary chats with the author or comments to other readers, just internal dialogues about the words streaming across the screen.

    I do.

    Earlier this week, I was reading an article in The New York Times about 26 books that are coming out this month. Novels by Barbara Kingsolver and Stephen Graham Jones, biographies of Larry David and Frank Capra, and tales of horror that make perfect reading during spooky season were featured. As I scrolled through the list, I stopped to read the summaries of the books that bore an intriguing title or an eye-catching cover, or because I’ve enjoyed the author’s work in the past.

    When I discover a story that sounds appealing, I open a new tab to learn if the book is available at my local library. That’s when the conversation with myself begins:

    Will the book be available in large-print? If yes, then definitely put on hold.

    No? Fine, let me see if there’s a Kindle version on Libby.

    Seventy-eight people have it on hold? That’s insane! Perhaps the print copy will have a shorter wait time? Yes, it does. Come to mama!

    Back to the tab featuring the list of books.

    “Peck & Peck” by Bonnie Garmus —Absolutely add that one. It may have taken ages to read “Lessons in Chemistry” because of that terrible, cartoony cover, but it turned out to be one of the best books of the year.

    “The End of Everything” by M. John Harrison —Yes, check that out. Literary fiction isn’t really my jam, but this was the only novel on the Booker finalist shortlist that sounded like it had a riveting plot.

    “Every Story Is a Love Story” by Imbolo Mbue —My goodness, what a great title!

    “Wolo’s life is upended when his pregnant wife dies in a car accident.” —Oh no! Clearly this is going to be a tragic romance.

    “Three years later, he finds unexpected solace…” —Yes, this does sound like something I’m going to want to read.

    “… in sharing his heartbreak with an unlikely companion…” —His wife’s ghost?

    “Victoria, the driver who killed her.” —Oh hell no! So much freakin’ nope.

    “Their meeting sparks a reckoning…” —There’ll be a reckoning, allright. And it starts with the words “Avenge me!”

    “… about life, love and how to move on without letting the past die.” —I don’t think so, Imbolo. I am just not your target audience. Next!

    And so it goes. Me, reading articles in the middle of the night and talking to myself.

    You don’t do this too? Ah well.

    Then let’s just forget I said anything.

  • Night sky, with Cheshire cat moon and clouds

    Writing at night

    “At night, when the objective world has slunk back into its cavern and left dreamers to their own, there come inspirations and capabilities impossible at any less magical and quiet hour. No one knows whether or not he is a writer unless he has tried writing at night.” –H.P. Lovecraft

  • September 11 lights of remembrance

    A look back at 9/11

    Even 25 years later, I’m still saddened by the horrors of that day in September – and all of the death and destruction that followed.

    But I also remember how people in NYC, DC and Pennsylvania joined together to help others. How teams of first responders from other states and countries came to our aid. How the folks in Gander, Newfoundland welcomed/fed/clothed thousands of strangers. How ordinary New Yorkers stood on the sidewalks and cheered the fire trucks as they drove down to Ground Zero. How restaurants and bodegas gave away free food and water. How hundreds lined up at hospitals to donate blood. And how a small band of journalists and support staff at the New York Times (Dan Bigman, Fiona Spruill, etc.) worked together to tell the world what was happening.

    You all are in my thoughts as the spotlights pierce the sky and the bells toll for the dead.

  • Goddamnit, Donut!

    I know I’ve been rather quiet of late.

    I could easily blame the news. Between covering the wars and natural disasters and political fuckery, things have been busy. I could blame the summer, which all of you know is my least favorite season (migraines and sweating and bugs, oh my!). Both scenarios accurately explain my absence from this blogging space. But, there is a third reason.

    I’ve joined a cult.

    Dungeon Crawler CarlThe cult of “Dungeon Crawler Carl.”

    It’s M’s fault, of course. He listened to the first book in Matt Dinniman’s LitRPG series and was so impressed by the story and the vocal talents of Jeff Hays that he encouraged me to join too.

    “You probably won’t like Carl, at first,” he said. “But give it a chance.”

    I did. Soon I was also trapped in a post-apocalyptic world with Carl and his ex-girlfriend’s cat, forced to battle monsters on an intergalactic reality TV show where survival is not guaranteed.

    So far, I’ve read the first four books in this funny, fierce and horrifying fantasy series, all on Audible. M’s picked up a handful of the books on Kindle and we’re thinking about contacting a local independent bookstore to put in an order for the first eight books in hardcover. Yes, we love “Dungeon Crawler Carl” and we’re not alone. The series has sold over 14 million copies.

    When we’re not reading them individually, M and I discuss the books. We sprinkle the catchphrases into our conversations:

    * New Achievement! Reward?
    * Hi Zev!
    * Mongo is appalled!
    * You will not break me.
    * Now get on out there and kill, kill, kill!

    And like good cultists, we do our best to convert others.

    What do you have to lose? This is a bad timeline. Let’s join forces and read for a while, then regroup and change the world. The powers that be have no idea what’s coming.

    As Princess Donut says: “Viva La Revolucion, Carl!”

  • Vegetable gardening

    Hoping for the best, preparing for the worst

    As I begin to plant my garden, I’m focusing on three key areas:

    1) Plants for the pollinators

    2) Flowers for me, particularly night blooming ones

    3) Fruit, veg and herbs

    This last category is of particular importance in 2026 as the U.S. war on Iran continues, food and gas prices soar, tariffs affect access to affordable goods/services and supply chains break down. Throw in a lack of security in my field — complete with the possibility of layoffs on the horizon — and it just makes sense to prepare for the future by growing some of our own food.

    Much of my garden will be started from seed, as that is the most affordable way to plant in bulk. But, I do hope to make at least one trip to the local nursery for items that require extra time and warmer weather in order to bear edibles. Needs must when you live in New England. Although the weather forecasters say temperatures will reach the upper 80s next week, this week we’re dealing with rain storms and nightly freeze warnings.

    So what crops do I plan to grow? I’m focusing on foods that we like to eat: blueberries, carrots, celery, garlic, lettuce, onions, peppers, potatoes, raspberries, shallots, spinach, strawberries and tomatoes. For herbs, I’m aiming to grow apple mint, basil, cat mint, chocolate mint, cilantro (for M), ginger, lavender, oregano, parsley, peppermint, rosemary, sage and a couple of different varieties of thyme. If I can find the right space, and a little bit of courage, I might plant a sincere pumpkin patch. And for the girls, lots and lots of catnip.

    If you’re interested in learning more about how to plant survival crops, I highly recommend checking out GrowVeg on YouTube.